Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD But HAPPY 2024!! Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 350 steps (coz obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Death Rehearsal'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'A New Year, A New Start' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'New Identity In Jesus' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-NINE MINUTES online later!! Anyways, events for today?
- Lol, only on January the first do I accept an awesome night's sleep even though I don't think I hit the sack till like 23:45am! Anyways, nature didn't call until 7:20am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9:30am PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me again for the pot :P and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with a very light scattering of the yummier (flaky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) on top, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. When nature calls suddenly @ 11:30am, I visit the loo once myself again.
- Right now, dearest dad's vacuuming downstairs and PIG mum's ... having her morning nap? I dunno! Hope dad'll take us out somewhere afterwards else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me~
- Ooh, hope I can watch the 6pm news for the first time this year! Last year I watched the 6pm news TWO HUNDRED times; hope I can match that this year!
- Toms: Lena's minding me 9-2. Since PIG mum has Pilates but Breathe hasn't reopened yet, wonder where she'll send us?
- Shouldn't have anything happening after Lena leaves; looking forward to spending my most important two hours online, fingers crossed I can read for one hour (must remember to ask Lena to please find a new book for me) and watch the 6pm news for the 2nd time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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