Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2984 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Bedrock Of Your Assurance'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Train Your Brain'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Tell Them What God Did' and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'A Good Kind Of Anger'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:45am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pijum and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P just after 9am, shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst complying, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I drink one large cup of water before sitting over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast was my once-weekly fried egg with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast on a very thin bed of avocado, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and my first mug of white tea with one spoonful of honey. Over and after breakfast, I happily read for thirty minutes first up, reaching pg. 10:41am. Only dad said keep reading since I'm not ready to leave yet and so I then read for another fifty minutes, reaching pg. 200 @ 11:16am.
- After one tinkle, I climbed into the backseat of dad's 4WD and buckled my own seatbelt. Dad tootles us (PIG mum stayed @ home; I'm presuming for her morning nap?) off to Underwood Marketplace, parks underground and grabs a trolley for us.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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