Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1717 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Jesus Knows His Sheep' thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Stand On God's Word (4)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Look To The Skies but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY MINUTES online after I get home later this arvo!! Anyways, let's start off with yesterday's events first!
- After lunch, Narelle takes me to play table tennis! At some drink break she passes me my water bottle but I can see she's been crying and ask are you okay? My nephew just suddenly just passed away! She sobbed! o_O I'll drive you home but your dad will see to your shower coz I've gotta go right away. I'm thought no, if PIG mum can't see me showered I'll just skip one Wednesday and have one with Karina on Thursday since I'm not letting a boy watch me shower but just said okay to Narelle; the poor thing's obviously shocked.
- Back home I take a nice hot shower - I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also sing 20% ofmy shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I'm all done only after 12%, but happily lean fully against the right side rail and water myself for another tinkle before calling PIG mum back and tapping the nice hot water off.
- After PIG mum dries my back and the back of the chair for me, I do everything else and she doesn't feature again until my bra strap needs doing up, Elf's AFO straps need sticking and both laces need tying.
- After drying the loo seat, I sit for one tinkle, dry inside both ears, stamp both feet dry, wash and dry Era and then return to the gobbling :P table, where I eat some fruit for arvo tea and PIG mum kindly dries my hair for me.
- After using the loo for one tinkle I climb into the backseat of dad's 4WD and he tootles me off to Peter Pie's place for our combined GG hotpot dinner! Obviously I'm the first to arrive (silly dad with his must-get-me-there-early attitude XD) but everyone else arrives afterwards; gosh, there's like twenty/thirty people!
- For dinner I pig out on Korean BBQ chicken wings. XD Dr. Lee also feeds me some vegetables and some eggy pancake.
- Yu Lam helps me once to the loo and then I sit and watch everyone else play this Mafia-type game!
- Dr Esther and David gimme a lift back home afterwards; repeat the usual nightly events and zzz~
- Today: yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night; what better way to begin my Freedom Day with?? Nature didn't call until PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo; after she lets Karina inside @ 7:45am Karina knocks, pushes the door open and says good morning. When Pijum flops an ear @ her, Karina says hitting the snooze button for fifteen more minutes ... another earflop from Pijum and Karina thankfully leaves; phew, since Pijum's anatomically incapable of giving the Bear Bum! XD
- When Karina comes back, I use the pot :P once more for three more tinkles, we get me kitted and then I head over to brush teeth. Thanks to Karina who squirted some toothpaste for me.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then head out to the gobbling :P table with Karina, rousing @ her for AGAIN not eating breakfast, the naughty girl! >< XD
- Breakfast today: another of PIG mum's yummy polo buns, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Thanks to Karina who turns Sunrise on for my viewing pleasure~
- After breakfast, I sit once more over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the passenger seat of Karina's car and she tootles me off to the Garbo library for GCCW! Thanks to her who helped me buckle my seatbelt both ways~
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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