Wednesday Post 451b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, I'm logging in today's plodding total @ 2357 (that was last Wednesday's plodding total); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'God Works For You'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Stand On God's Word (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Keeping Our Spiritual Edge' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and SEVEN MINUTES online after I get back home from GG tonight!! *sigh* Anyways, events for today?

• Nature already called once @ 11:55pm but since I was back under the covers before the new day arrived, yay, for the first time in like four days, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call  until 7:45am, and after one  pot :P trip  I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

   

• PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot :P trip and soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap and the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. I actually was having a DREAM but unfortunately forgot it once I woke; hopefully I'll remember another one soon!

• PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for oone tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowky and safely outt to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.

• Breakfast is one of those delicious  little polo buns PIG mum made last night with one mug of warm Milo, all my usual drugs :P and  one huge mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the  loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.

• When dad's ready for shopping, I use the loo for one more tinkle, climb into the bacvkseat of his 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. Dad tootles us off to Rochdale Village and grabs a trolley for us.

• At Coles, we buy just over fifty bucks of groceries, all of which I take through the self-serve checkouts. Actually, bar the 10kg sack of rice; the guy manning the self-serve checkouts has a thing that scans for it!

• Back home, I used the  loo for one tinkle and walk myself slowly and safely online,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.

• Righteo, hopefully bbl else hope everyone's having a  great week!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^