Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2227 steps (aww, why couldn't I have taken five steps fewer? 2222 would've looked cooler! XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "God's Design In Detours"; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Don't Strike Back"; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Beauty In Place Of Soil'; fifthly, the final, final spam count for the week's actually twenty-seven and sixthly, the spam count for the weekend's just two. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until noisy PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; indeed, she came hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still home) while I was still over the pot! :P
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and she tootles us off to church, parking outside the service hall. I haul myself up the ramp, use the second cubicle of the normal ladies loo myself (since both the disabled and first cubicle of the normal ladies' loo have lids down and horrid PIG mum won't lift them for me), wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot in service @ the most left.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today! I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Tyvus; his sermon topic was The Story Of The Bible
- Service ended nine minutes early today; I used the disabled loo myself for one tinkle, grabbed one spring roll for morning tea and sat outside the service hall.
- Before I had time to ask Dr. Lee would he please count me in for lunch dad had already hauled me out too the Rochedale Hungry Jack's for lunch! >< *sigh*
- For lunch I had one Whopper Junior burger, half a packet of small chips and half a large orange juice.
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Hey the Broncos are supposed to play @ 2pm!
- Ah, sorry: make that 3pm. XD
- Since the most important two hours of my day's up @ 2:30pm, I'll use the loo for one tinkle and then sit and try and finish Rosie Batty's memoirs before watching the Broncos play @ 3pm!
- Fingers crossed dad takes us out for dinner tonight~
- Toms: hope PIG mum helps me up before 9:45am ...
- Also hope Michelle rings and says who's minding me from 12:15pm till 4:15pm!
- Fingers crossed I can read for one hour; will ask the carer toms to please find me a new book~
- Then fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news for the 110TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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