Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2395 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Why You Give Into Sexual Sin'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Live In The Light (1)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Help Each Other'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let her into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to getn myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst complying, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FOORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one full mug of water before sitting over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice on dry (unbuttered) multigrain toast with a very thin layer of avocado, all my usual drugs :P aother full mug of water and my first mug of white tea with a squirt of honey. I happily read for thirty minutes first up; the page title appears on pg. 401, 407, 412, 424 and I reach pg. 425 @ 10:48am.
- After one tinkle I climbed into the backseat and buckled my seatbelt; dad tootled us off to church to play table tennis together! Usually we don't goo till after lunch but we went this morning instead since someone else had already booked out the room for this afternoon!
- Today I played once with dad and twice with Uncle Simon! Dad kept harping @ me to only hit balls down the middle but today Uncle Simon taught me that I could also hit the ball from side to side~
- Since dad had already taken me once to the loo when we were @ church, back home I didn't need to again and just waited outside in the car on the driveway while dad roused PIG mum from her morning nap (that's what I'm presuming).
- Dad parked underground and while he went to buy us a mini pizza for lunch, PIG mum and I bought groceries from Woolies.
- For lunch we shared a mini-Hawaiian pizza, one roll of soft garlic bread and some Japanese teriyaki chicken rice/katsu udon.
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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