Sunday Post 439

 Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 370 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Have Mercy On Me, O God'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Sometimes It's Wise To Say No"; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Scripture Lovers' and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Putting Out The Welcome Mat' but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

• Before hitting the sack last night I was already feeling slightly under the weather but prayed to God and asked Him to keep me well. What then, when God doesn't come through for you?? >< *sigh*At 12:25pm I wake with a pounding head, a searing throat, body drenched with sweat and me aching from head to toe. I realise I've fallen ill but don't bother calling upstairs and letting PIG mum know; what would be the point? Would she pat my back? Nah, rather, she'd bite my head off for disturbing her beauty sleep! XD
• Around 7am nature calls again; after another pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• When PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo, I tell her I'm sick and prolly shouldn't attend church today. Was I looking for sympathy? Coz she sure didn't ofer any! Oh, I'm sick too! She exclaimed. Just sleep.
• Dad arrived home around 1am saying he'd brought me back some Hungry Jack's for lunch. Are you gonna get PIG mum to help me up now? I ask him but he replies nah, just sleep.
• It's not until 4:30pm that Tum Tum complains she's hungry and I bang the wall for PIG mum, who helps me up.
• After brushing teeth, brunch is a BBQ cheeseburger from Hungry Jack's less than ten chips with some tomato sauce, one mug of disgusting coffee, all my usual drugs :P and two full mugs of water.  Usually it's only one but PIG mum ordered I drink more since I'd not drunk anything all day. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I sit once more over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I plop online. Dad's home now too~
• Toms: PIG mum's already cancelled my appointment to see Ray; perhaps expect a super-pissy plodding total from me?
• I've just asked Michelle who's minding me from 4-6pm since the roster still says TBA
• Ooh and hopefully I can watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 153RD time!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^