Monday Post 318b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 480 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Make Your Words Count' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed TWO MINUTES online today after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:35am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 5:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Then I had a MASSIVE snore because I didn't wake again until dearest dad considerately walked along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage @ 7:35am, nearly two hours later! Another pot :P trip for me then, before  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After dearest dad has retucked me into bed, kissed me bye and left for his hard day's work, I happily snore for about another hour, waking again for the pot :P when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
• At 11:50am I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:55. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Still, I've told her not to mind: coz PIG mum hit me with the eye goo early last night and didn't bother checking poor Elf before I hit the sack, I got to stay seated to pour and drink milk, Ela didn't haveta hold or open anything and Elf got to wear her sock to sleep last night! XD Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• Now @ 12:14pm I've played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:46. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I've actually played one more memorable game lasting 9:32!
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water.
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^