Tuesday Post 320

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1781 steps and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Protect Your Spiritual Life'. Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 1:44pm, I lasted 5:18. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• For some reason sleep didn't return before dearest dad came to kiss me bye and retuck me into bed before leaving for his hard day's work, but when I showed him Ela and wailed @ him that the puncture wound the blood lady gave me yesterday hadn't healed overnight dad kissed Ela and said she'd be alright~
• After dearest dad left, sleep again refused to come back; instead, when PIG mum began a-THUMPING around upstairs I used the pot :P once more for another tinkle. Shortly afterwards, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo.
• PIG mum lets Hannah inside when she announces her arrival five minutes early. Hannah knocks my closed door, opens it, pops her head inside and says, "Good morning, Em. Fifteen more minutes?" I use Spotty to nod @ her and she exits the bedroom. Spotty grouses why didn't Hannah say good morning to him too and I explain it's because he's not a teddy bear but a pyjama top. XD
• When Hannah comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle and she helps me get kitted for today, before I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Thanks to Hannah who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her first break this week~
• Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Hannah has made me one yummy buttered strawberry jam toastie; I also drink one full mug of water, pop all my usual drugs :P and drink another mug of Milo.
• Now @ 3:14pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:41. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms because I've actually also played not one, not two, but THREE more memorable games all lasting over seven minutes!  But just super-briefly now, coz I've only got seven minutes left myself:
• Hannah took me to Underwood Marketplace and I bought Cameron Smith's memoirs for twenty-five bucks! Then I saw Matthew Reilly's newest one and wanted to get that too, but Hannah said PIG mum hadn't given me my whole fifty bucks and I couldn't afford it. I mean, WTF?! >< *sigh*
• Got home and took a nice warm shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Hannah who helped me rinse my hair out, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
• Dried, creamed and rekitted, I went out to the gobbling :P table and got myself a spoon before having lunch: one can of Campbells Cream of Chicken soup with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast and one mug of Chinese tea.
• Hoping PIG mum'll feed me arvo tea (my sushi roll) and I'll read my book club novel for one hour before returning online.
• Also hoping to watch the entire Nine's 6pm bulletin, wolf down dinner and ask dad to drive me to church for small group; we're having a boardgames night!
• Third hoping: that we'll have supper @ Maccas afterwards; I wanna celebrate finishing UQ physio for the year!
• Toms: Hannah's here again bright and early but since NAB physio has finished already suppose we'll just go back to Underwood Marketplace and I'll buy the Matthew Reilly book.
• Seeing Ray for some massage and acupuncture toms arvo; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him.
• Then toms night it's the Origin decider; GO THE MIGHTY MAROONS!!!
• Righteo, hopefully bbl afterwards, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^