Good afternoon! Firstly, I'm logging in today's plodding total @ only 750 (coz I'm not going out today) and secondly, TWFT topic's "Don't Keep It To Yourself!" Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:30am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes until 5:40am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Lol, usually nature calls every hour after that initial wakeup call but today I snored all the way until 7:20am before being awoken by PIG mum yapping over breakfast! Another pot :P trip for me, then, before I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- At 3:21pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:14. Now, lemme play one more lasting between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 3:30pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:34. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, because I already lasted 7:58!
- Before leaving for her half day's work @ 7:30am, PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and reminds me that she's left the anti-depressant along with my other health supplements on the table.
- After dearest dad retucks me back into bed and promises to stay quiet and lemme snore in peace, I sleep very soundly, only waking up once just before Kim arrives to relieve myself. Kim's a good girl today; she knocks the door, opens it, sticks her head inside and says, "Morning, Em... fifteeen more minutes." When I use the pyjama top to nod @ her she quietly closes the door and leaves me be instead of cheekily remarking, "Or one more minute?" like she did last week. XD
- Fifteen minutes later, I swing myself over to the pot, announcing my usual "I'm hungry ..." to Kim, who hears and enters my room to get me kitted.
- That done, I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth (Ela enjoys her final break this week) before sitting over the loo and doing a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was strange: instead of frying ham and eggs, dad fried ham and mixed that with CANNED TUNA! XD Tasted strange ... also pity Kim didn't cook the bread yummy, but hey. I enjoyed my first big mug of white tea with two sugars and then happily read Thursday's paper for seventy minutes first up, while Kim very gently and very sporadically massaged Ela for the same amount of time while playing Farm Heroes.
- At midday, I walk myself slowly and safely once to the loo for one tinkle and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Kim makes me another mug of tea, white and two and feeds me half a slice of cheese. Then I ring Aunty Lai and chat with her for 9:55 before reading for another fifteen minutes.
- At 12:30pm I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- So a nice warm shower for me - I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 20% oof my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I'm all done after 11% but happily lean fully against the right side rail and water myself for another tinkle before calling Kim back.
- After flipping the nice warm water off, I mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, Era and both legs), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps with Era, my back and both calves) and then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with Erf's sock, Elf's AFO and both laces). Then I use the loo for one tinkle, dry inside both ears, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely back out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Lunch is one yummy bowl of the fried rice Kim cooked while I was showering but unfortunately with only black tea coz we'd run outta milk but dad hadn't brought any milk back yet even though I'd rung him and asked him please to, before 1:30pm! *sigh* Kim finished her lunch first and very gently massaged Ela for thirty more minutes while I munched my fried rice.
- At 1:55pm I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for two more tinkles and online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day, I'll visit the loo once more and then read the paper for another fifty-five minutes; it's only Saturday that I can spend a blessed three hours reading~
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Actually, the special thing's that we're having our once monthly community lunch afterwards, and fine weather's predicted this time, hurrah!
- So hopefully bbl, else hoping to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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