Good evening! Apologies for not posting yesterday; Tina took me grocery shopping in the morning, I shared lunch with Pastor Grace in the afternoon and last night we had our once yearly book club dinner out! As for today, firstly today I've been hard @ work plodding 3075 steps (ha, I'm just over three grand XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'How To Overcome Disappointment (3)'; thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'When God Speaks' and fourthly, the spam count for the week's forty-four but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed SIX MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 10TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:35am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since dearest dad would leave for work one hour later!
- Sure enough, one hour later considerate dearest dad walks silently down the hallway and unpops the lock leading into the garage; that's my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Back in bed afterwards, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After dearest dad retucks me into bed, kisses me bye and leaves for his hard day's work, I fall asleep for about another hour, waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Shortly afterwards, she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Lol, PIG mum forgot about the yummy custard bun I'd bought with Tina yesterday and had already left me a butter and strawberry jam toastie! We decide I can have the custard bun for lunch~ I also pop all my usual drugs :P drink one full mug of water and another of Milo.
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- That done, I climb into Kim's car and she tootles me off to Underwood Marketplace where I buy myself a cheap Advent calendar and we buy one loaf of bread from Woolies.
- Back home, I turn off the alarm and have a nice very warm (it's overcast today, occasionally spitting and slightly cooler, hence why I turned the water slightly warmer than usual) shower - I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I probably could've been done after like 16% but decided to lean fully against the right side rail and water myself for a bit first. XD
- After I flipped the nice very warm water off, I mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, Era and both legs), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me cream Era, my back and both calves) and mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped with Erf's sock, Elf's AFO and both laces). Then I used the loo for one more tinkle, dried inside both ears, washed and dried Era and then walked myself slowly and safely back out to the gobbling :P tabl;e, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- For lunch, PIG mum gets back and feeds me the custard bun I was originally gonna have for breakfast. I thank her for pouring me a cup of Chinese tea to wash down lunch with, even though I know she did that only coz Kim was around to see her do it; whenever I'm alone with PIG mum, she NEVER pours the tea for me and demands I pour myself. XD
- Sneaky Kim gets PIG mum to sign her off when I head online to try and figure out the Ben And Jerry's deal; she's back next Friday 4-6pm.
Cheers,
Em. ^Z^
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