Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3215 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'God Is Good - All The Time!' and thirdly, the spam count for the week's just five. Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 3:20pm, I lasted 5:25. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll willingly promise to hit the sack tonight. XD
- Wooo hoo, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night; that's the 29TH time this year I've achieved one straight week of awesome sleeps!! :D Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Then I snored happily for about another hour, before PIG mum's LOUD YAPPING @ dearest dad when she sat down for breakfast awoke me again. XD Another pot :P trip for me, then.
- Shortly afterwards, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm really still owed THIRTY-SEVEN MINUTTES online!!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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