Monday Post 321c

 Good afternoon! Haven't plodded treadmill for David yet so won't login any plodding total until later; just continuing today's events?

• Meaning I skipped my fifteen more minutes and got myself kitted right away, before calling PIG mum back and asking her please to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces.
• That done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle while PIG mum helps me tear off the pull-up pants I wore last night and sticks a pad into my knickers for me.
• At 1:26pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:35. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, because I've actually also already played one more memorable game lasting 8:27!
• After washing and drying both hands, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the gobbling :P table.
• For breakfast, I butter and jam myself two slices of toast, pop all my usual drugs :P and drink one full mug of water. Perhaps I drink another mug of warm Milo too? Over breakfast,  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• That done, I wash and dry Era before walking myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Checking Facebook memories, I suddenly realise that today marks a whole 12.5 years since I've been released from the insane asylum and decide to make today as awesome for myself as possible! It's very hard because rotten PIG mum randomly closes the loo lid and demands I open it again for her just so she can get a kick outta how much power she has over me. >< *sigh*
• After reading my daily Bible passages I tootle happily online for myself until 12:30pm, when I walk myself slowly and safely over to the gobbling :P table for lunch, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• For lunch I munch one yummy tuna in tomato and onion toastie cut into four triangles and drink one mug of Chinese tea.
• Lunch finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• David's giving me physio around 2pm ... Tina's meant to arrive @ 2pm also and mind me till 5pm ... wonder how late she'll arrive today? XD
• Toms: Hannah's helping me up @ 9am and staying with me till 1pm. Wonder where PIG mum will send us wandering?
• At 2pm I'm seeing Dr. Ku for my blood test results and PIG mum's seeing her for her x-ray ones.
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^