Sunday Post 318

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1754 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'A Story Of Two Families' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's already fourteen but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed NINETEEN MINUTES Anyways, events for today?

• At 2:12pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:50. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Aww my awesome sleep streak ended this morning around 12:45am, when my idiot bladder nudged me awake @ 12:45pm and demanded I use the pot :P for her. Luckily I'd achieved the 28TH time I'd achieved one straight week of consecutive awesome sleeps the night before, else I would've been really pissed with myself! XD
• Nature called again around 6:10am; after another pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Successfully falling asleep again before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, I'm actually over the pot :P when she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee because dearest dad's @ home before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the gobbling :P table to brush teeth (poor Ela, but I remind her don't worry coz she had a break for the entire day yesterday!). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

•  After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Breakfast was one butter and strawberry jam (homemade by Mrs. Slam) toastie, one mug of Milo, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  Cheers,
  Em. Z^^