Good evening again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 3313 (unsure how Wally could gimme a SMALLER number than the one I'd last logged in, but hey XD);,secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Satisfaction That Defeats Sin'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Know What The Scriptures 'Also Say'"; fourthly, Joni's devotional topic's "The 'Red Cross'" and fifthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'When Knowledge Hurts' but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online after I use the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 2am; after another pot :P trip around 7:30am; after another pot :P trip around 7:30am I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Before returning to happy snorings with Pijum and Pearl and Pijum I called upstairs and reminded PIG mum please to help me up latest by 9:15am, since I didn't wanna haveta hit the sack less than twelve hours after I got up!
- Around 9am PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot :P trip, and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the tee but the bra strap (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- I call PIG mum back to please finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one large cup of water before sitting over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast under an extremely thin layer of avocado, another tall mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and my first mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey. I also read for thirty minutes first up, reaching pg. 300 @ 10:49am.
- After sitting over the loo for one tinkle, dad tootled us out to Capalaba Park!
- While dad buys mini bahn mis for us, PIG mum takes me once to the loo.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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