Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1341 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Faith That Magnifies Grace'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'When You Go Through Difficulties (2)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Generously Given And Shared'; fifthly, the spam count for the week's actually twenty-two and sixthly, the spam count for the week's only seven. Anyways, events for today?
- Lol, I thought nature calling @ 11:55pm would ensure me an awesome night's sleep, but my idiot bladder woke me again with another full bladder @ 1:50am! >< XD Never mind; 'twas still a sound sleep~
- When noisy PIG mum woke me @ 6:20am with her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs, I used the pot :P again and then immediately fell back asleep, since I knew she'd get very noisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, PIG mum's noisy a-THUMPING around one hour later wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one thhin slice of padan cake that dad brought home from church last night, one warm mug of Milo, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks underneath the hall. I haul myself up the ramp and use the last cubicle of the normal ladies' loo because every single lid's closed.
- Yay I get to stay seated for service today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Uncle Onny; his sermon topic was 'Be Imitators Of Jesus'.
- Service ended twenty minutes early today; I used the normal ladies loo again, grabbed a packet of big round MSG crackers and then sat outside the service hall.
- Dad made me leave for lunch with him @ 10:45am! *sigh*
- I shook an eight dollar cheeseburger (me) and Whopper (dad). He only gave me eight short chips but I groused @ him for two more and we shared an orange juice.
- After lunch we played our mobiles for twenty/forty minutes since I refused to leave till midday. XD
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of my day I'll use the loo for another tinkle, read Boy Swallows Universe for one hour and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- Dad had better take us out for CHINESE food for dinner tonight and gimme ONE bowl of rice!
- Toms: Narelle's minding me from 12:15pm till 4:15pm ... presuming I've got NAB physio?
- Looking forward to spending my most important two hours of the day online, reading Boy Swallows Universe for one hour and watching the 6pm news for the 116TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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