Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1215 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Glorify God In Your Body'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'How To Have Peace (2)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Big-Hearted Giving'; fifthly, the actual spam count for the week's thirty-two and sixthly, the spam count for the weekend's just four. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Shh about the lil lbl shortly after midnight. XD Nature didn't call until PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 6:20am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew she'd get very noisy again exactly one hour later!
- Like clockwork, @ 7:20am PIG mum's noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which is one bowl of healthy cereal, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and she tootles us off to church, parking outside the service hall. I haul myself up the ramp, use the loo for one tinkle and then sit outside the service hall, since this morning I'm on the welcome team! Thanks to whoever had already prepared a chair for me~
- Yu Lam walks inside with me when service starts and yay, I get to stay seated for worship today! I sing everything I know, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Peter Pie with another sermon from his 'I AM' series.
- After service, I used the toilet for another tinkle, grabbed a packet of bikkies from the morning tea table and sat outside the service hall. Uncle Peter wanders over and excitedly asks me did I know there's gonna be a Despicable Me 4?? Well, duh! XD
- Frustration was dad ordering I eat lunch with him @ HJ's but @ LAST I FINAALLY got the ENTIRE PACKET of chips to myself since dad can't eat right now! XD That's prolly why dad only got me the chicken royale, which doesn't have a slice of cheese, for goodness sakes! *sigh*
- Back home, I use the loo for another tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of my day, I'll use the loo for one tinkle and then sit @ the gobbling :P table, read Assassin's Creed and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- Since dad can't rat before his operation toms, he's not gonna take mother and I out for dinner either. >< *sigh*
- Toms: someone's coming from 7-10am too mind me while PIG mum takes dad for his day surgery. Will try again for permission to have breakfast @ Maccas; PIG mum's denied me that both last year and the year before! >< *sigh*
- Who's coming 4-6 toms is still TBA; I'd better ring CODA toms morning and ask.
- Hopefully PIG mum'll take me grocery shopping and aisle walking later, else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Ooh maybe I'll even get to watch the 6pm news for the 121ST time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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