Good afternoon again and probably one final greeting for today! Firstly, Em's probable final, final plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1059 (ha, I'm just over one grand XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-THREE MINUTES online after I get back home from table tennis tonight!! Righteo, probable final, final events for today?
- Yay, for the first time in four days, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:45am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Then PIG mum and I both oversleep, and she doesn't let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo until 9:45am! Meaning I skip the fifteen more minutes but by the time I exit the bedroom it's already 10:05am ... luckily, since it's Origin One tonight I shouldn't be back in bed until twelve hours have passed~
- After brushing teeth, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
Since PIG mum's not ready to leave yet, after washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
After taking the cup over to the sink I walk myself slowly and safely back online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
Lena's taking me to table tennis @ 2pm ... will there FINALLY be cake? XD
Me, hopefully I'll be wolfing dinner down coz Origin coverage starts @ 7pm! GO THE MIGHTY MAROONS!
Anyways, hope everyone's having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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