Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1392 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Honeymoon That Never Ends; thirdly, TWFT topic's "A Father's Blessing"; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Hope Of Healing'; fifthly, the spam count for the week's actually thirty-five and sixthly, the spam count for the weekend's only eight. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs and after one pot :P I immediately tried to fall back asleep again since I knew for certain she'd get very noisy again fifteen minutes later!
- Sleep didn't return; instead, when noisy PIG mum webt a-THUMPING around again @ 7:20am, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Come 7:30am, PIG mum lets herself into my room too hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's around) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back and finishes with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of honey-flavoured porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) multi-grain bread, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Whoops just briefly:
- Stayed seated for worship; sang everything plus the harmony foor two songs~
- Speaker was Peter (not our Peter Pie); his sermon topic was Why Are You Here?
- Aunty Cynthia made a full beanie for me after last week's headband!
- Had lunch with dad @ Maccas since Hungry Jack's was cordoned off and there was a police car parked there! o_O
- Fingers crossed dad takes us out for dinner tonight!
- Toms: Narelle's minding me from 12:15pm till 4:15pm; have I got NAB physio?
- But fingers crossed I can read for one hour and watch the 65pm news bulletin for the 124TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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