Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1175 steps (ha, I'm over one grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'How We Must Fight For Holiness'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Trust In God's Unchanging Character'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's ' Rich In Good Deeds' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's only four. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature had already called once shortly before midnight and then I slept soundly until either parent gave one loud THUMP upstairs and woke me @ 6:45am. After one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew for sure PIG mum would get super-noisy @ 7:20am!
- But I fell back that soundly asleep, I didn't wake until PIG mum opened the door and let herself into my bedroom! I used the pot :P quickly for one tinkle then; she helped exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one of the coffee buns PIG mum made last night! I've never been much a coffee addict but all the butter was nice. XD I also drank one full mug of water, popped all my usual dreugs :P and uver breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I sit outside the front door while PIG mum gets ready and then climb into the backseat of her car and buckling my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off too church and parks under the service hall; I haul myself up the ramp, use the disabled loo once (even though someone had left the seat up) and then grab a seat in the hall - my usual @ the back on the most left has already been taken; I don't find a free seat on the most left until the second from the front!
Yay, I got to stay seated for worship today~ I sang everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
Speaker today was Peter Pie with another sermon from his 'I AM' series and there was communion afterwards.
Service ewnded only one minute early today; I used the loo for another tinkle, grabbed a pack of bikies for morning tea and then sat outside the service hall. Unfortunately, I couldn't find a for lunch and sports because everyone was attending some year twelve graduation thing; gosh, that was me, two DECADES ago! XD
Meaning I had to have lunch with dad @ Hungry Jack's. Sad I couldn't even get TEN chips (only eight) but yay that I shook a BBQ cheeseburger and a shake!
Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
Hope dad'll take us out somewhere for dinner and gimme half a cup of HK-style milk tea!
Perhaps we'll buy groceries before coming home for lunch with dearest dad?
Will hopefully get to read for one hour and watch the 6pm news for the 125TH time!
Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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