Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 1274; secondly, TWFT topic's 'Being Friends With God' and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Loving Our Enemies' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-FIVE MINUTES online after someone minds me from 2:30pm till 4:30pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Outta habit, nature calls again around 7:35am (usually when dad kisses me bye before leaving for work) but when he doesn't appear I assume he's still too unwell for work, poor baba. ><
- Just after 9am, PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot trip; soon, she's let herself into my room to help me with not just the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) but before she can demand I get the rest of myself mostly independently kitted, dad comes intoo the room and shooes her out, saying he'll finish! I quickly pull my pants on and then thanks to him who finishes with all my footwear~
- After brushing teeth, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of poor drowned Tiny Teddy cereal (fake chocolate flavoured), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I'm ready to climb into the car but dad says he's not ready yet and instructs me to boot up the computer. About three minutes later, he says get in the car and I yell bye to PIG mum.
- Before entering Ray's place dad quickly teaches (well, reminds, I've goot a vague idea how to say it XD) me how to say 'Happy New Year' in Chinese; once inside I dutifully parrot the words to Ray who laughs, says I've got a good accent and that he's got a red pocket/packet for me!
- I lie down and get some massage and acupuncture from Ray. 'Twas nice to have a conversation with him for once, like Ray say sth and I reply; usually it's just PIG mum going yapyapyap ceaselessly! XD
- After one more loo trip, dad tootled us home. Unless we bought groceries from Warrigal Square Woolies first? Nah, don't think so. XD
- For lunch, I had one bowl of surprisingly tasty congee and another cup of water.
- After using the loo for one tinkle, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. All the interesting surnames I saw while watching the 6pm news (Seven's) for the 38TH time:
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