Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3587 steps (ha, I'm just over 3.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Forgiveness Cycle'; thirdly, TWFT topic's'; 'Never Stop Learning And Growing' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Gifted With Love' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed NINETEEN MINUTES online after I eat arvo tea @ 4pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- When PIG mum woke me washing the dishes after I'd let her boot me off to bed @ the ridiculously early time last night shortly after 11pmI thought score! Will finally achieve my first week of consecutive awesome sleeps toms morning! Only trust her to unthoughtfully go aTHUMPING around upstairs around 12:30am and wake me with another full bladder. >< It's Feb now and I've not even managed one straight week of consecutive awesome sleeps yet. >< *sigh* Since the new day had arrived; 'twas officially Feb the 3rd, hence why after using the pot :P I muttered hatefully, "F*CK you, God" since today oficially marked seventeen years since he'd totally destroyed my life. >< *sigh*
- Nature called again around 6:20am and after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Outta habit, I woke once more for the pot :P @ 7:45am and then not again till just after 9am, when I'm awoken by PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad had gone swimming but could arrive home any moment now) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. Breakfast is one yummy fried egg on one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very thinly smeared with avocado, all my usual drugs :P another tall cup of water and my first mug of white tea with around one spoonful of honey. Happiness is discovering that I'm given forty-five minutes of free lives to play the HP version of Bejeweled; even though the parents won't lemme play all forty-five minutes before insisting we leave, I still managed to pass three levels!! XD
Before leaving for Underwood Marketplace; I sit once more over the loo for one tinkle.
Dad parks underground, and our first stop's to Woolies for grocery buying.
Actually, I'm still owed FIFTY-FIVE MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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