Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1281steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Greatest Love'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Never Stop Learning And Growing (2)' fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Rewired By Gratitude' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's only one. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 1am; I use the pot :P again @ 6:20am when noisy PIG mum woke me with her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs before immediately falling back asleep again since I knew for certain she's get super-noisy again exactly one hour later!
- Like clockwork, noisy PIG mum a-THUMPING back upstairs awakes me for another pot :P trip exactly one hour later,, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Soon, PIG mum's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still around but you can bet she'll not help toms) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of poor drowned honey-flavoured Tiny Teddy cereal mixed with the yummier (flaky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I sit by the front door and await dadf's return to drive me to church; PIG mum's not feeling well today and not attending.
- At church, I use the loo for one tinkle and then grab my preferred spot in the hall @ the back on the most left.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Dr. Lee, with the second sermon from the Undivided series that Peter Pie started last week.
- After service, I used the loo for another tinkle myself, grabbed a packet of bikkies and sat down outside the hall. Happiness was when Dr. Lee said he'd drive me to lunch and back home afterwards but frustration was when dad refused and took me to Hungry Jack's instead for a cheeseburger, six/seven chips, 1.5 chicken nuggets and an orange juice. >< *sighg*
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle, washed and dried Era and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day I'll use the loo once and then sit @ the gobbling :P table and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- Dad had better take us out for CHINESE food tonight and gimme ONE bowl of rice!
- Toms: late morning appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
- Hopefully will go grocery shopping and aisle walking afterwards before heading home for lunch with dearest dad, else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Lucy's minding me 2:30pm till 4:30pm toms arvo ... wonder why so early?
- Fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news for the 32ND time toms night!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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