Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 550 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Christ As Means And End'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'God Ideas' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Humility's Perk" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR online after I get back from the NAB this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Returning to happy snorings with Pijum (oh, and I'm gonna remember another dream soon; when I first awoke this morning, I knew I was dreaming but had absolutely zero idea what the dream was! XD), nature calls again shortly after 9am when PIG mum wakes me with her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo (thankfully, she's slowly feeling better) and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- Dearest dad comes back to finish with Elf's AFO and both laces before I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit briefly over the loo proper, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast was two dry (no honey) Weet-Bix with some poor drowned fake chocolate Tiny Teddy cereal, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast I walked myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Heading over to the gobbling :P table @ 11:30pm for an early toastie lunch and then Karina's taking me to my last physio session with ... whoops I can't remember her name, Catherine maybe?? XD
- She'll see me home and showered before leaving @ like 3:30; I'm looking forward to reading the Dressmaker for one hour and then watching the 6pm news for the 40TH time!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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