Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ only 807 but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-TWO MINUTES online afterwards!! Anyways, continuing last night's events?
- Over arvo tea (one banana, half a tasty rice cracker and one mug of green tea I happily read the Kylie Chan novel for one hour, finishing pg. 375 @ exactly 4:35pm and reaching pg. 400 @ 5:07pm.
- After using the loo for two more tinkles, I just sat by the front door and waited for the new carer to take me to Toastmasters.
- Lol, when Kelly arrived I thought she was like SEVENTY! XD She's from NZ, has three sons and is divorced.
- Another tiny attendance for Toastmasters tonight; fingers crossed we can pull in more 000numbers after O-week! Neil said pizza wasn't allowed (too messy) but we'd have Tim Tams and corn chips with dip instead; I plan on chomping @ least half a packet myself! XD
- Afterwards Kelly and I both had a Happy Meal with an orange juice before she dropped me off home. Repeat the usual nightly events and then zzz~
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9am PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me again for the pot :P and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (*since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of poor drowned :P honey Tiny Teddy cereal, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live
and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life
that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him,
but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to
live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD. After she checks I've done the seatbelt correctly, she tootles me off to see Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture.
- Lol, once I'm lying facedown, PIG mum disses me to Aunty Anna (times like these I'm grateful that I don't understand enough Chinese to save my life XD), goes on about how much she suffers (so I'm not sure why she keeps going on @ me for being self-centered since she's - bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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