Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2318 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "The Goal Of Christ's Love"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Speak Life' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Speaking Truthfully In Christ but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and SIXTEEN MINUTES online after Dorrie comes and gives Ela one hour of unfunctional hand exercises!! Anyways, events for today?
- Lol, when nature called @ 2:50am, 'twas so in the deep of night that even the crickets had finished chirping and there was silence!
- After nature called again this morning around 7:15am, I used the pot :P again before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, since PIG mum’s overseas holidaying, I’m using the time to recharge my mental batteries and prepare for another year with her @ the helm! XD
- Around 8:30am I wake again for the pot :P and come 8:45am, Peggy comes to help me up, after my fifteen more minutes first, obviously! I immediately share with her the new German word I'd learnt how to say: sh*thouse. XD
- I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Thanks to Peggy who squirts some toothpaste out for me.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then head out to the gobbling :P table with Peggy, who tells me she had her two usual fried eggs for breakfast this morning.
- Dad tried cheating and tells Peggy to only gimme two Weet-Bix for breakfast this morning! o_O I screeched that I get THREE when I have physio; lucky dad gave me one back! >< Humph.
- I also pop all my usual drugs :P and munch one slice of toast lightly spread with avocado and lightly sprinkled with salt. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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