Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3090 steps (ha, I'm just over three grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Make War With Unbelief'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Depend On G od (3)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "'Small' Miracles" and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Climbing Upwards' but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-THREE MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 9th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:50am (my favourite thing about the warmer month's prolly how early the Sun rises every morning! ) and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9am, I wake again for the pot :P just before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is two (snapped up) Weet-Bix with some of that free ginger yoghurt from the Maleny Cheese factory, half a mouthful of milk, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of the car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day).
- Our adventure for today was visiting the Japanese Gardens in Toowoomba! Phew dad lemme use Sparkless3 but thrice he had me get up and walk parts he said was too hard for him to push me over but come the third time I stood, he wouldn't gimme Sparkless3 back and had me walk all the way back to the car! >< *sigh*
- Vaguely recall stopping @ some shopping centre and sharing a donut with mother while stealing sips from dad's cappuccino?
Cheers,
ZEm. ^^
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