Monday, September 30, 2024

Tuesday Post 444

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2502 steps (ha, I'm literally just over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Most Liberating Discovery'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Take Control Of Your Thoughts' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "God's Provided Protection" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm still really owed TWO MINUTES online after someone new (Janice?) minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

  •  Aww my awesome sleep streak ended this morning around 2:30am when nature called; I guess I was already missing Aunty Stella who's leaving tonight! XD
  • Nature called again after the Sun had risen and following another pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  •  Pearl and I enjoy another cuddle and snore together; me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let her into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap and the tee (and that's only coz Aunty Stella's still here; wonder will she help toms since Aunty Stella's leaving tonight?) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • Usually, PIG mum comes back to finish with Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, but today dearest dad did that; he'd already shooed PIG mum and Aunty Stella away to the city!
  • After brushing teeth, sitting over the loo for one tinkle and washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.

  • Breakfast is two (snapped up) Weet-Bix with some of that free ginger yoghurt from the Maleny Cheese factory, half a mouthful of milk, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
    • After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
    • After washing and drying Era, I pop online. When Kelly hasn't arrived by 10:10am, dad orders me to ring CODA. After ringing I wait; when nobody rings back dad says ring them again and tell the carer to pick you up @ Breathe. I'll drive you there now.
    •  I use the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then climb into the back of dad's car, buckling my seatbelt (what I do all day). Dad tootles me off to Breathe and walks me inside and then leaves.
    • Physio today: 1.922km bike ride, 36 step ups for erf, 36 single cable and rows for Ela, 36 leg extensions for Elf and boxing!
    • When I walk back into the waiting room after physio, dad's still there! He drives me to the Rochedale Hungry Jack's for a quick lunch. I shake a five  - bbl!
      Cheers,
      Em. ^^

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