Heylo again, good morning again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 385 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's "What's New About The New Covenant"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Christ Can Set You Free' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Grace Now' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still oowed ONE HOUR and EEIGHT MINUTES online after I get back from NAB physio this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, since PIG mum’s overseas holidaying, I’m using the time to recharge my mental batteries and prepare for another year with her @ the helm! XD
- Around 9am I wake again for the pot :P before calling out to dad and asking dearest dad will he please help me up yet? Clever dad doesn't gimme the crop top; he's already clipped up the bra strap and I just slip that on!
- I call him back to please finish with my footwear and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth, before sitting over the loo for one tinkle. After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* I also get thirty minutes of free lives from the HP version of Bejeweled and happily play that, but don't pass anymore levels. XD
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Dad says come eat lunch @ 11:45am; Karina's coming @ 12:15pm and taking me to the NAB for physio with Dana.
- Karina will see me home and showered before leaving @ 3:45pm; I'm looking forward to reading for one hour and watching the 6pm news bulletin (Seven's) for the 148TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope everyone has a smashing end to the week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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