Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 330 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Hope For The Worst Of Sinners'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Share Your Wisdom' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Together In Jesus' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-THREE MINUTES online after I get home this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9am I wake again for the pot :P, just before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Still grumpy @ her for not helping me with the top since (1) Summer hasn't arrived yet and she refused to help until Winter started and (2) we've a guest over right now! >< *sigh*
- Dearest dad finishes with my footwear before I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is another of the yummy polo buns PIG mum made with Aunty Stella recently! I also drink one full mug of water, pop all my usual drugs :P and drink one yummy mug of white tea sweetened with a lil honey. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- PIG mum and Aunty Stella have returned home from swimming and are upstairs showering; unsure will we go out before Kelly comes @ 1:15pm and takes me to Breathe for physio.
- Unsure are we buying groceries afterwards, but she'll see me home and showered before leaving @ 5pm.
- Thirty minutes after that, Nisha's taking me to Toastmasters! Mostly I'm just hoping Viktor will show me his dance moves. XD
- 'Looking forward also to bring dinner back home from Maccas; never mind that Unhappy Meals were what I ate surely three DECADES ago!! *sigh*
- Toms: Lena's not coming until 2pm and taking me to table tennis; do you think there'll FINALLY be cake?? XD Wonder will we head out before that?
- Lena will see me home and showered before leaving @ 6:30pm; fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news for the 159TH time!
- Will haveta wolf dinner down quickly; presume GG's happening toms night still?
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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