Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2620 steps (ha, I'm over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Give God Your Revenge'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Are You Stressed Out? (2)' fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Our Armor In Christ' and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Justice Served'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pijum and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking around 9am for another pot :P trip, after which I call upstairs and remind PIG mum please to help me up latest by 9:30am, since I wanna give myself fifteen more minutes but don't wanna be back in bed before twelve hours has passed! Dad says will; she's already up.
- Only she doesn't! >< *sigh* At 9:45am I bang the wall and call for PIG mum, who eventually appears and helps me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap and the tee before I quickly pull everything else on. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum finishes with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces but I don't exit the bedroom till like 9:55! Will hopefully chat for awhile with Aunty Lai tonight and sit long over the loo; feels like I've wasted the day if I'm back in bed before twelve hours have passed ...
- After brushing teeth and drinking one mug of water, I sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of dry (unbuttered) multigrain toast with a very thin bed of avocado spread on the top, all my usual drugs :P another full mug of water and my first big mug of white tea with about one spoonful of honey. First up, I read for thirty minutes finishing pg. 325 @ 10:41.
- Happiness was then getting forty-five minutes of free lives to play the HP version of Bejeweled; since the parents weren't ready yet I happily played and passed two levels!
- After one loo trip, I climb into the backset of dad's 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. The parents climb in too and dad tootles us off to Underwood MarketPlace, parking undergrounds.
- First we buy groceries from Woolies and then PIG mum takes me once to the loo while dad buys us lunch from foodcourt. Upon return, my lunch is less than one sushi roll and exactly ten strands of udon. Actually, PIG mum had only given me seven, but I'd asked for three more, please. Hardly an ample meal but hey. I'm used to it. *sigh*
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then climbed back into the backseat of dad's 4WD; time for table tennis @ BCAC!
- Lol today was weirdly quiet since Uncle Wallace wasn't here! XD
- Back home dad gave me the honey chicken sushi roll for arvo tea and plonked down oone big mug of peppermint tea for me, even though I told him I'd wait for PIG mum to gimme my 2nd mug of white tea with two. Dad for some reason wasn't happy with that but I paid him no heed and just happily read, because it's only Saturdays that I can spend a blessed three hours reading! I reached pg. 333 @ 3:14pm but then PIG mum came downstairs and ordered I shower.
- So a nice hot shower for me - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I was all done after only 11%, but happily leaned fully against the right side rail and watered myself for another tinkle before calling PIG mum back.
Once she dried my back and the back of the chair for me, I did everything else and she didn't feature again until Elf's AFO straps needed sticking and both laces needed tying up. - After I dried the loo seat, I sat for one tinkle, dried inside both ears, stamped both feet dry, washed and dried Era and then returned to the gobbling :P table to keep reading, since it's only Saturdays that I can spend a blessed three hours reading! I reached pg. 375 @ 5:33pm, finished pg. 400 @ 6:14pm and FINISHED THE BOOK @ 6:30pm exactly!
- Before dinner was called, I walked myself once more slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Dinner tonight: rice, lotsa yummy cauliflower, lotsa pawpaw, some yummy snow fungus and like two lil pieces of chicken.
- Dinner was spooned down with one bowlful of soup; after taking the bowl to the sink I walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- When nature suddenly called @ 8:05pm, I walked myself once slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after one last loo trip @ 9pm with my final, final plodding total for today, the final, final events for tonight plus what's happening Sunday else loooking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. @^^
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