Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, my final, final plodding total from Tuesday's actually 2879; secondly, Joni's devotional topic from last night's 'A @Quiet Time'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Don't Be Afraid Of Failing (2)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Our True Refuge's God' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-THREE online after I get back from table tennis! But argh, attending the GG combined social tonight and will miss out on this time. >< *sigh* Anyways, let's start with yesterday's events first!
- Once I'd used up the most important two hours of my day, I sat @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- The new Colleen MacCullough book's fantastic! I reached page twenty-five @ 4:39 and reached page fifty @ 5:27pm!
- Nisha took me to Toastmasters @ 5:30pm and only five attended last night! They prolly won't be any meeting for the 5th Tuesday next week so I'm hoping dad'll lemme go see a movie! I gave a very long speech about the Camry incident and Neil snarked @ me for swearing again. XD
- Got my UnHappy Meal with an orange juice for dinner, got home and repeated the usual nightly events before hitting the sack. Zzz~
- Today: yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 8:15am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Shortly after that, PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns only to finish with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast's one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) multigrain toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the back of the car and buckle my seatbelt. The parents climb inside also and dad tootles us somewhere nearby since I've got an appointment to see Grace the OT!
- Dad drops PIG mum and I off near the entrance; we take a seat inside the waiting room. Looks like some GP clinic?
- Grace wears scrubs @ work! We walk with her into some office and PIG mum says bye.
- Today I just completed a series of tasks and answered a series of questions for Grace. She used this really cool phrase, sth like tick and flip?
- Grace even made me a cup of white tea with two sugars before seeing me seated back waiting outside for the parents @ 11:45am.
- I saw them when they arrived and waved but they didn't see me until they entered the building.
- Someone Grace saw them too and came out to talk with PIG mum! Today she just got lotsa outcome measures; think I'm seeing her again next next month? Every two months, anyway; weekly I'm just seeing Dorrie~
- Back home I used the loo foor one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Heading over for lunch @ 1pm and then Lena's taking me to table tennis @ 2pm! Did PIG mum want me to shower first? Because once I get home Dr. Esther's taking me to the combined SG social @ 6pm!
- Toms: Karina's coming @ 7:30am and taking me to GCCW! She'll buy me a gyros to eat while she drives me to the NAB for physio.
- But don't think I've got anything happening after she leaves; looking forward to spending the most important two hours of the day online, reading for one hour and watching the 6pm news for the 143RD time!
- Best of all, it's ice cream night toms night; like I always say, a very little's better than none @ all!
- Anyways, hope everyone's having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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