Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 344 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "Good News: God's Happy"; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Keep Renewing Your Mind With God's Word" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Calling Our Heavenly Father' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR online after I get home from lunch with Reverend Chris and Pastor Grace!! Anyways, events for today?
- Grr! Nature ruined my awesome sleep streak just minutes after midnight! >< *sigh* Never mind; 'twas still a sound sleep nonetheless~
- I used the pot :P again around 6:45am, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I wake again for the pot :P around one hour later when dearest dad comes and blows me a kiss bye, saying he's off to church for some work.
- Pijum, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P when noisy PIG mum goes a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap and tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. The toilet seat's up, but she's mean and won't put it back down for me. >< *sigh*
- After brushing teeth, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of yummy chocolate porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) multigrain toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Buying groceries with PIG mum @ ALDI soon but I'm most looking forward to catching up with Reverend Chris and Pastor Grace for lunch @ Woka Underwood!
- Unsure who's minding me from 4-6pm; I've not got the roster from Michelle, only PIG mum does yet she keeps refusing to check for me! >< *sigh* Provided somebody comes, I'll be right~
- Toms: presume PIG mum'll help me up and then Peggy will take me to Breathe for physio before we come back and buy groceries from Warrigal Woolies?
- Dorrie's coming to give Ela one hour of unfunctional hand exercises.
- Personally I'm looking forward to watching the Broncos play the Panthers! Even though Wally Lewis himself has tipped they'll lose! o_O
- Righteo, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing end to the week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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