- Unsurprisingly, the year began with an awesome sleep; prolly because I didn't hit the sack till like just after 2am! XD Nature didn't call until 8:20am, and after one pot :P trip I fell back asleep straightaway because often PIG mum starts her daily a-THUMPING around 9:20am.
- Nature called again one hour later, and after another pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 9:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
After counting down fifteen more minutes Era thumped the wall behind me, and I called out, "God morning PIG mum and Happy New Year! Can you please come help me up; it's already 9:45am!- She comes to gimme some eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap before she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with right away before calling her back to help do Elf's AFO straps (remember, she seriously only helps with the straps; I'm the one doing the leg lifting, holding leg in place while she positions AFO under leg, placing leg down into brace and bending knee to allow ankle to fall into the bottom of the brace) and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- After getting myself a spoon breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. It didn't really matter that I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold onto the carton handle while Era unscrewed the lid nor that I had to let her gleefully force poor Ela pour the milk because there was less than half left inside the carton because I was seated and could fully concentrate. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- That done, I try to tootle online but New Year's traffic must've been crazy - I couldn't open anything! ><
- Suddenly the phone rang. I answered, and Uncle Colbert's voice goes, "Oh, hi, ah Ling! Just letting you know that when you arrive, feel free -" I cut him off. "Good morning, ?Uncle Colbert! Happy 2019! It's Emily here, BTW. May I presume you're looking for mother?" Then I yell upstairs for her. XD
- Now @ 5:42pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:52. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms coz I've actually played two more memorable games, one lasting 7:59 and the other 8:19!
- When PIG mum says time to go, I use the loo for one more tinkle, turn on the alarm and climb into the backseat of the 4WD. pig MUM DRIVES S THE THREE STREETS (LITERALLY) - sorry, shrieking! >< XD to the Cheung family residence, Uncle Colbert opens the garage door for us, and then I walk inside before crashing on the comfy one seater sofa. Some people like Aunty Jo, Aunty Ming and Uncle NSW are already there, others (who I don't recognise) arrive later.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
Tuesday, December 31, 2019
Wednesday Post 299c
Good afternoon and potentially one final greeting for Wednesday! Em's potential final, final plodding total for Wednesday now stands only @ 684 (even though I've been out). Righteo, potential final, final events for today?
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