Wednesday Post 297c

Good afternoon and potentially one final greeting for Wednesday! Can you believe it: Wally died! Well, he didn't die but when PIG mum suddenly chucked a random cow @ me and wouldn't lemme go Christmas shopping with Nat and he was so sulky he stopped working! >< XD Righteo, potential final, final events for today?

• Nature called again around 6:35am, after which I spent the ten minutes till 6:45am  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Shirley and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P again when dearest dad comes to kiss me bye and retuck us into bed before leaving for his hard day's work.
• Another hour of snoring for Shirley and me, PIG mum beginning her daily a-THUMPING around being my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. 
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing but Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Now @ 5:27pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:40. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I willingly promise to hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I've actually also played one more memorable game lasting exactly eight minutes!
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• That done, I tootle online until midday. Originally, I hoped to watch Seven's morning news but when PIG mum ordered I walk over to the couch and watch television, I didn't watch anymore but listened to it instead.
• For lunch, I stood and made myself a toasted tuna with tomato and onion with one slice of cheese, preparing it and cutting it myself. PIG mum randomly chucks a COMPLETE COW 2 me, then takes away all the money I'd planned to go present shopping with! Huh, bet she's doing that so later she can crow to all her aunty friends about what a 'bad' daughter I am for not getting her a birthday present for her 'special decade birthday'. >< XD
• Instead, Nat takes me out to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown and I bump into Caitlin! Even better, she says she's working toms so hopefully I'll remember to write her a Christmas card!
• Back home, I turned the alarm off then took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Nat who rinses out my hair for me, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
• I have one tinkle before Nat flips the nice warm water off, get dried, get creamed and have another tinkle. When Nat rekits me, I have one more tinkle when she's doing Elf's AFO straps and one last when I'm drying inside both ears with a tissue.
• Back outside, arvo tea's some fruit (pear/banana) and one big mug of white tea with two sugars. Happiness is getting to read for one hour.
• Before Nat leaves, I use the loo once more. That's three toilet seats I've lifted/put down today ... originally I was hoping for one day each week when I wouldn't haveta do that but I may haveta revise that expectation to once a fortnight/month ... *sigh*
• Toms: Deb's taking me for my fortnightly shopping trip! Last chance to go present shopping ... *sigh*
• As long as I get lunch somewhere with HK-style cold ilk tea, I'll be satisfied. XD
• So hopefully bbl after dinner, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^
  P.S. Seven's 6pm news bulletin was read aloud by Katrina Blowers. All the interesting surnames I saw: Dry, Mayne, Whop, Beasely, Ravn, Krista (first name), Titmus Albanese, Ovadia, Pascoe, Clements, Lane, Acton, Schact, Chronican, Felton, Lion, Titmus, Coudrey, Banton, Lehmann, Boult, Starc, Gunawardena, Surie, Lawson, Markham, Barty, Wellings, Hyde, English and DePinto. Telesta shares rose one cent and 1AUD = 68 USAC. Pat Welsh read the sports report and Tony Auden read the weather forecast. Brisbane was 19-29 today. Mt Gravatt toms: 18-30. That's the 29TH time this year I've gotten to watch the entire Seven's news 6pm bulletin! :D