Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 2533 steps (ha, I’m just over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Keep
Improving’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s four. Anyways, events
for today?
- Aww,
pity. My awesome sleep streak was broken once @
- For my
first game of Bejeweled ending @
Nature called again around 6:20am ;
after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Now @
- The teddies and I happily cuddle and snore for one more hour, PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs my signal to wake and use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee coz dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum comes back to help with both laces, before I let her
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit
over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Huge thanks to dearest dad who’s left Weekend Sunrise on for me to watch!
Breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with some milk,
one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and four tiny thin pieces of the
pancake PIG mum recently cooked with a spot of chocolate sauce! Over breakfast,
I spend ten minutes finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the 4WD, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- PIG mum tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; of course, she won’t lemme turn on the music coz she’s ‘too busy preparing her heart to worship God, whatever that means. No matter, I spend the short trip telling the cruel and unfaithful God how much I wished there was any other way into heaven that didn’t need Him.
- At church, I used the loo once myself then entered Bible study.
- Huge class today: like, seventeen students! Lol, Kalos sat on my left and I simply didn’t see him coz of my complete left hemianopia until he tapped my knee! I made sure to apologise to him after class ended; phew he understood and said no worries. Today in class we discussed marriage.
- After class ended, I used the loo once, grabbed two chocolate wafer sticks and one lil circle rice cracker before sitting down. Granny Wan was awesome: when she came over, she immediately passed me one quarter-triangle of tuna sandwich! I said thanks then immediately jammed the whole thing into my mouth lest PIG mum came over and saw. XD
- Time for service (actually, I was heaps earlier but PIG mum just couldn’t wait to dash off with all the other aunties who can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does for their very informal ‘fellowship’ – not sure why she insists on calling it that coz they don’t actually do anything biblical like pray and read the Bible together; I’m pretty sure they just drink coffee and gossip -) I haul myself upstairs and grab my usual seat.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today! I sing everything I know, plus the harmony for two songs, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- After service, I use the loo once again then PIG mum tootles us off for lunch with dearest dad @ the Underwood Maccas. Oh, I also change my pad after service. I’d asked PIG mum please to help but she’d refused; when I’d gone into the loo and checked the pad was basically empty so I just came back outside without changing it, but was forced to return inside a second time and actually change it after PIG mum threatened she wouldn’t take me to lunch with dearest dad. Yes, she’s spiteful like that. *sigh*
- For lunch, I had the cheap five dollar meal, the double beef and bacon burger with a small fries 9surprise, dad only nabbed one) and an orange juice. Over lunch, I happily read the day’s edition of the Sunday Mail.
- After lunch, PIG mum and I went to the Woolies @ Underwood Marketplace and bought groceries before returning home.
- After turning off the alarm, I used the loo for one more tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Fingers crossed dearest dad takes PIG mum and I out for dinner somewhere tonight!
- Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me, coz I think I’ve only got a late arvo torture session with Vincent the bloody physio.
- Think it’s
Tina coming to mind me from
- Anyways, fingers crossed I can bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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