Heylo again, good evening and potentially one final greeting
for Friday! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Friday now stands @
1515. Ha, I’m just over 1.5 grand. XD Righteo, events for today?
- For my
first game of Bejeweled ending @
Woo hoo, 11TH consecutive awesome sleep last
night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am ,
and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:00am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Now @
- The teddies
and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once
more and kiss dearest dad bye when he left for work @
- Another hour of happy snoring for the teddies and I; the phone ringing twice just after 9am my signal to wake and use the pot :P again. Not long afterwards, PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs; soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth
brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the
side rail and continuing my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through
today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel
and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is half my delicious chocolate bun that I bought
from Sunni Bakery yesterday, one small mug of milk, one larger full mug of
water, and all my usual drugs. :P It doesn’t really matter that I haveta let
horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to hold each pill bottle while Era
unscrews the lid, the pills are taken out and Era rescrews the lid because I’m
seated and can fully concentrate. I also spend ten last minutes and unfaithful God tries to make my day
bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do
with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him
and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Once PIG mum’s finished getting ready, she comes downstairs and I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day too and today, Era helps Ela stretch for a full HOUR while Ela opens and closes her palm like 300 times, holding each for a count of five.
- Oh, fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I’m still owed TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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