Sunday Post 236b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 378 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Seek To Glorify God (2)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the entire week’s fifteen but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FOURTEEN MINUTES online when I get back from church this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 3^rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Oh, I had another dream!! In my 24^th dream for the year, I slam the boot shut and climb into the passenger seat, coz PIG mum’s driving me somewhere!!
• The teddies and I cuddle and snore, PIG mum a-THUMPING around being my wake-up call to use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only a bra strap but a tee because dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
• At 9:48, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:24. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 9:58am, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:12. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz for my first game I already lasted 7:48!
• PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with milk, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over happily watching Weekend Sunrise, I also spend ten final minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• At 10:35am, I walk myself once slowly and safely to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Waiting for either parent to come and drive me to church for ESS now.
• Braced to not being allowed out for lunch with my other ESS peers and a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum. >< *sigh*
• But tonight I’m planning to watch the Commonwealth Games Closing Ceremony, which goes from 8:15pm till 10:30pm! Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll lemme watch it all!
• Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? Think I’ve only got an early arvo torture session with Vincent the physio. ><
• Tina’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
• Righteo, hope to see everyone @ church soon! Fingers crossed I can bbl this arvo, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^