Thursday, April 5, 2018

Thursday post 287b

Heylo again, good evening and please excuse the first post; you know I get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding exactly 2200 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Chosen And Appointed By God (1)’. Anyways, events for today?
·        For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 4:50pm, I lasted 5:53. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Woo hoo, 10TH awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
·        The teddies and I cuddle and snore; PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs around one hour later being my signal to wake and use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with not only the bra strap but a tee because dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with once I’ve given myself fifteen more minutes.
·        PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
·        Now @ 5:25pm, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:47. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight~ XD
·        Yay, dad left the television on, meaning I got to watch Sunrise this morning! Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, while happily watching Sunrise, I spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I also fully lean against the side rail and spend some time finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
·        Done over the loo, I head out to sit in the garage and wait. Only Sandra doesn’t come! O_o PIG mum leaves for work and I’m left ringing CODA.
·        Finally Sandra arrives one hour late! Turns out she simply forgot. XD No worries, I just message Pastor Grace and ask can we push lunch back thirty minutes? She can; cool~
·        So Sandra tootles me off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip! On the drive there, she tells me that she’s been with CODA for like seven years, has three children (from like twenty-two till thirty; her eldest son’s a chef/baker) but is divorced and lives by herself in Logan somewhere.
·        After parking somewhere, I use the loo once, grab Traci Harding’s The Serpent Bride then happily read for one hour, reaching page twenty-five @ 11am. Once I reached page fifty, I updated on Facebook, used the loo once then started shopping with Sandra.
·        First, we buy groceries from Woolies, before catching the escalator up and buying bread from Sunni Bakery.
·        Then, we finish our shopping @ Coles. The funny thing is, when we go to leave, Sandra has forgotten where she’s parked her car! Obviously, I’m no help. XD
·        But she eventually finds it; we zoom back to Woka Woka to meet Pastor grace and Naomi for lunch~
·        I stick with my favourite baked pork chop rice; after the fiasco last time of me trying to order no capsicum in Chinese then having my lunch arrive with a gigantic chunk of capsicum glaring balefully @ me, this time I’m sticking with English: ”No capsicum, please.” XD
·        Sandra orders my other favourite, the sizzling thin egg noodles with chicken and cashew nuts but she doggy bags some because she has some gastric band operation done  pastor Grace and Naomi share sth else; over lunch, we all chat. As always, I have dreadful timing: I shove my gob full just as Pastor Grace asks me a question! I shoot her an exasperated look and point at my mouth; she laughs and then instructs, “Swallow first.” XD
·        After lunch, Sandra tootles us home and I head into the bathroom for my nice warm shower – hairwash today. Also thanks to Sandra who helps me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut. The strange thing’s that Sandra does the washing for me! Don’t tell PIG mum that; I’m meant to be independent and do nearly everything myself. XD Don’t worry, I will toms. XD
·        I have one tinkle before Sandra flips the nice warm water off, get dried, get creamed and have another tinkle. Sandra rekits me, and I have one more tinkle when she’s washing my glasses for me.
·        Back outside, I boot up the computer while Sandra goes and cleans the bathroom.. PIG mum returns home and doesn’t know why Sandra’s still here, but I explain she’s staying with me till 3:30pm coz she arrived one hour late today.
·        At 3:25pm, I use the loo once more for two tinkles then say my thanks and byes to Sandra.
·        Fingers crossed dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner somewhere tonight!
·        Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? Think I’m only seeing Ray for some massage and acupuncture in the early arvo.
·        Then I hope it’s Aunty Kitty coming to mind me for one hour around 4pm~
·        Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^

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