Friday post 288b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I always get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 541 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Let Others See God In You’ and thirdly, the spam count for the week’s ten. Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:31am, I lasted 6:09. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 9:42am, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:39. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am, when the noisy garbage truck thundered down our road to start tipping bins, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P again when dearest unlocks the bolt leading into the garage, preparing to leave for work..
• Once he’s retucked the teddies and I back into bed and kindly left my glasses within reach, dad leaves for work. I count down my fifteen more minutes then get myself mostly independently kitted. That takes just over five minutes coz I’ve only got Era to work with therefore I’m slow, but hey, no biggie coz I was seated and could fully concentrate~
• That done, I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom and brush teeth, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Lucky Ela got a break this morning from having to hold the toothbrush and will toms too, yay!

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. For some odd reason, I can’t find the Weet-Bix so instead toast one slice of bread, whack two slices of cheese on the top and munch that for breakfast along with one mug of milk. I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over
• PIG mum’s just tumbled down from pigland herself. Thanks to her who’s given me some eye goo and done my shoelaces for me.
• We’re going to Calamvale Central for haircuts later.
• I’m also seeing Ray for some massage/acupuncture in the arvo. Bet PIG mum’s relishing the opportunity to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
• Think it’s Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for one hour around 4pm … *sigh* Wish she’d stop coming; she just likes gossipping with PIG mum and won’t make sure I’m safe like the other Cathay aunties do… ><
• Haven’t decided yet about tonight: should I watch Nine’s Friday night footy or keep watching Avatar?
• Toms: expect a super-pissy plodding total from me, coz I’m not going out. Besta’s coming to mind me from 10am till 4pm then Kim’s doing the same from 4pm till 6pm. Looking forward to starting my new book club novel!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl this arvo, else wishing everyone a smashing weekend ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^