Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 1868 steps today and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Do Something About It!’
but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY MINUTES online when I
get back home from small group tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
Woo hoo,, 8th consecutive awesome sleep last
night! Nature didn’t call until 6:35am ,
and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle but I don’t fall back asleep before dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for work. After he’s gone, sleep again doesn’t return, although PIG mum beginning her a-THUMPING around’s my signal to use the pot :P again. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- At
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully
against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is some
porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, all my usual
drugs :P (it didn’t really matter that I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully
force poor Ela to hold onto each bottle while Era unscrewed the lid, the pills
were taken out and Era rescrewed the lid because I was sitting and could fully
concentrate), one full mug of water and half a mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I also spent ten minutes finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- Now @
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD, and she tootled me off to UQ for physio. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listened to 97.3FM all day too and today, Era helped Ela stretch for fifty-five minutes before Ela opened and closed her palm 250x, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubbed Ela’s fingers for ten minutes.
- Physio today: Barefoot Elf, reaching for Era, standing weightshifting practice on Erf's tippytoe, about forty sit-to-stands and four laps walking along hallway. The scary thing was that when I arrived outside the disabled toilet, someone was inside showering! The wall’s to the left; somehow Era braced against the wall and I slowly traced myself back to the normal female toilet. Then I did a stinky unspeakable, too!
- Afterwards, PIG mum and I had half a lunch each @ Ho Lin Wah before I went to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage. (Keeping things brief now coz I’m almost outta time)
- Back home, I turned off the alarm, used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Tina’s here minding me now~
- Off to small group tonight @ church; we’re eating chocolate! :D XD
- Toms: maybe expect a pissy plodding total from me? If Aunty Deana’s not back yet, I’m guessing Aunty Kelly will come and mind me for three hours, then I’m off to the NAB for Ela’s 1.5hr upper limb clinic. Must remember to bring banana: I’m finally getting a crack @ Ethan’s shiny hundred dollar bill!
- Kim’s
coming to mind me from
- Then toms night I’m watching the Commonwealth Games opening ceremony! Ages back, I remember seeing on the news how there’s only 1000 days left, and now it’s finally arrived!
- Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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