Thursday Post 277

Good afternoon! Firstly today I’ve been hard @ work plodding  steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s “Don’t Be A Sluggard (3)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-NINE MINUTES online after Carol leaves!! Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 14^TH awesome sleep last night! That’s the 8^th time this year I’ve enjoyed one full week of awesome night’s sleeps, and we’re not even 1/3 of the way through the year yet! :D Like yesterday, nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• At 3:24pm I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:24. Now, lemme play one more lasting between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Nature called again when PIG mum started thumping around @ like 7:30am; I thought she’d come downstairs soon and hit me with the eye goo but nope! Dearest dad came and kissed me goodbye before leaving but she was still upstairs!
• In the end, when I thumped the wall and called for her, she explained that she’d simply fallen back asleep and not heard anything! Why I find that impossible: even I wake when the garage door opens; how could mother not when she’s such a light sleeper??XD
• anyways, I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and 
  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• after washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Thanks to dearest dad who's left Sunrise on for me to watch!
• Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and half a small mouthful of milk. over breakfast, I also sp 

Cheers,

Em. ^^

P.S. Now @ 4:01pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:47. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD