Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3381 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional from last night's "God's Final, Decisive Word"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Seven Sons Of Sceva (3) and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend's forty-one (sounds heaps more than usual?) . Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, `4TH awesome sleep last night! That's the 19TH time this year I've enjoyed one straight week of consecutive awesome sleeps! :D Nature didn't call until 6:10am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten
minutes beginning a mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the
patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
Uber and I happily snore for another hour; this time I'm awakened by PIG mum for another pot :P trip when she begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee since dearest dad's still @ home before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
Breakfast is one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast smeared with a little avocado and perhaps sprinkled very briefly with a little salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Fingers crossed I can bbl, since I'm really still owed FIIFTY-NINE MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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