Friday, July 29, 2016

Friday Post 212b

Heylo again and good evening! Em’s new plodding total now stands @ sth slightly over 2912. lol, if I can return online after dinner tonight, bet I’ll have passed 3000! ;) anyways, events for today?
- I used the pot :P once last night around 2am and once again this morning around 6:35am, before spending the ten minutes till 6:45am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- One hour later, when dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work, I used the pot :P once more.
- After he’d gone, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and resumed our happy snorings together, me waking to use the pot :P once more around 9am. Not long after that, PIG mum came downstairs to hit me with the eye goo and help me slightly with a bra before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I did so after giving myself fifteen more minutes of snooze time. Whilst dressing myself, I also sang like ¼ of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud,closing my left eye for all the important numbers, coz I knew I couldn’t when Aunty Lucia was minding me come this arvo.
- PIG mum came back and set me on shoelace tying practice, coz she knew I wouldn’t haveta when Aunty Lucia came to mind me this arvo. I don’t really mind, coz I’m seated and can fully concentrate; besides, it gives PIG mum a chance to boss me around and expound on what I’m doing incorrectly. >< XD *sigh*
- That finally done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). After that, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Afterwards, I washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast was one yummy bowl of green tea porridge with some chunky bread torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finished I also finished my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootled me off to UQ for physio. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listened to Leo Koo all day, too. Oh, and Era helped Ela stretch for forty minutes and Ela opened and closed her palm 250x, holding each for a count of five.
- At UQ, before I went upstairs, PIG mum walked behind me into the temporary reception clinic, where I gave Julie her retirement card and wished her all the very best; I think PIG mum even gave her a box of chocolate!
- Physio today: just over thirty-five minutes mat work knee-crawling @ least six circuits around mats then twenty-five sit-to-stands with weight-shifting. Practised going from two-point to one-point then shoving up several times. Lol, I’m pretty unbalanced when doing that, once, I pushed up and Era whacked Robyn’s bum! Evil Kat smirked, “Em, why are you groping Robyn?” Huh, @ least it wasn’t as embarrassing as what happened with Zev! >< XD
- fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I’m still owed FOUR MINUTES online!! ><
cheers,
em. ^^

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