Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 2701 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s “Who Tells You The Truth?” and
thirdly, TWFT “Who Tells You The Truth?” and thirdly, the spam count for the
weekend’s nineteen. Anyways, events for today?
~ I used the pot :P once last night and once more just
before PIG mum came downstairs, hit me with the eye goo and helped me slightly
with a bra, before leaving me to get myself kitted independently, which I did
so after giving myself fifteen more minutes with Daddy Bear first.
- PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and my laces
(only coz she doesn’t wanna be late to church), before I let her gleefully
FORCE L
me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sat
over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and
having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of GREEN TEA porridge and one
shredded slice of unbuttered toast! Dad originally just cooked plain porridge,
but mother added green tea powder into the pot! Tasted great, if just a tad too
runny. I also drank one full mug of water, took all my usual drugs :P and had
like half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also continued my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through
today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel
and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I
am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart
from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God
would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why
the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay,
fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just
lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Once breakfast was over, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk to the 4WD and she tootled me off to church. Of course, she
gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; she also refused to
listen to any music @ first. I presume it’s for her usual reason, that it’s
because ‘she wants to prepare her heart to worship God’, whatever that means.
Like, she’s perfectly happy to yap while she’s driving, meaning she can ‘prepare
her heart to worship God’ just fine while she’s talking, but she can’t stand
any music? Beats me! Anyways, I spent that short trip finishing off my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
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I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the
little house and use the loo once. Lol, looks like I’ll be the first to arrive
for Bible study for all of Semester Two, also! XD The moment I took one step
into the room, PIG mum ditched me and hurried to join the Canto service, lest
she be late.
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For the first Bible study of Semester Two, we covered
First Kings chapter nine.
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Afterwards, I used the loo once then let PIG mum
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk all the way to the main hall for service.
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Liam and Helena were there! Before sitting down, I went
over to give them each big hugs~
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For worship today, I got to stay seated again, phew. I sang
everything I knew, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week,
meant absolutely NOTHING. ><
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After service, I used the loo once then PIG mum tootled
me off to Maccas for lunch with dearest dad before he rushed out to play baddy.
Yes, LESS than one Happy Meal for me, because dad nabbed like 2/3 of my chips!
*sigh* But I got to read the day’s Sunday Mail, so yay for that~
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Before returning home, PIG mum and I bought groceries
from Warrigal Square ’s
Woolies.
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Back home, I used the loo once walked myself slowly and
safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Huge excitement: Leanne’s treating me out for Peking
duck dinner tonight! :D Earlier, dad had said there would be restrictions but
hey, I’m sure we can work around that~
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Toms: Pastor Grace cancelled our MSG toms but since I’ve
got this appointment @ Orthotic Solutions to fix my AFO, PIG mum’s already
cancelled my appointment to see Vincent the physio! Guess I’ll just haveta let
her gleefully force me to do all these stupid exercises for her. *sigh*
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm
toms~
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Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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