Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding more than 3822 steps (the last time I checked Spare, that was the
number he was showing but now that I’ve sat back down, he’s reset himself!
><) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘The Peace Process’ but thirdly and way
most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR
and FIFTEEN MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!!! Anyways, events for today?
~ Woo hoo, second consecutive awesome sleep last night! Just
like yesterday, nature didn’t call until 6:45am, and after one pot :P trip,
Daddy Bear and I went straight back into snoring, coz PIG mum would come rouse
me around 7:45am and I wanted to use the loo once more before she did so!
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Success~ Even better, she came before dearest dad came
and kissed me goodbye before leaving for work, meaning she not only helped me
slightly with a bra but a tee also~
After dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for
work, I give myself fifteen more minutes then get myself mostly independently
kitted, also starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and my laces, then
I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Next, I use the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side
rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is one
half bowl of plain porridge with a little chunky bread torn into it, one full
mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and a small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I also finish my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however
the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that
affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable
of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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When PIG mum comes downstairs from readying herself for
work, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootles me off to
the Garbo library for writers group! Of course, she gleefully forces me to
buckle my own seatbelt; after listening to the news on 4KQ, I switch over to
97.3FM. this morning, Era also helps Ela stretch for ten minutes, before Ela
opens and closes her palm fifty/seventy-five times, holding each for a count of
five.
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At the library, PIG mum drops in two bucks for my
morning tea then races off to work. Thanks to Anita who helps me once to the
loo; I manage fine there by myself.
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Hey, fingers crossed I can bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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