Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 2053 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Reach Out to Those Who Hurt’ and
thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s eighteen. Anyways, events for today?
- I used the pot :P once last night and once more this
morning around 6:20am , before
spending the ten minutes till 6:30am
having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
Then Daddy Bear and I dove right back into sleep, coz I
hoped to use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came in!
~ Success~ Even better, she helped me with a tee too,
because dearest dad hadn’t been in to kiss me bye yet~
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After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself
mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes to help me with Elf’s AFO and my
laces before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for two
tinkles, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the
gobbling :p table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of
plain (unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water, half a mouthful
of milk and all my usual drugs. :P Over breakfast, I also continued my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through
today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel
and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I
am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart
from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God
would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why
the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay,
fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just
lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootled us off to church. Of course, she
gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day and she again refused to
lemme turn any music on yet, coz she ‘prepares her heart to worship God’,
whatever that really means. I’m just confused because while she’s ‘preparing’,
she’s perfectly happy to yap but she can’t listen to anything else?? XD
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At the lil house, I used the loo once then was, as
expected, the first to arrive in class again. XD PIG mum opened some windows
then raced away to join the Cantonese service.
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Today we studied like First kings 13.
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Afterwards, I used the loo once more then let PIG mum
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk all the way to the main hall for service. The moment I sat down, PIG
mum raced away to enjoy her very informal fellowship with all the other aunties
that can’t be bothered to attend Bible study. I think they just drink coffee
and gossip. XD
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Becca’s team led worship today. I sang everything I knew,
plus the harmony for three songs, but like every single week, meant absolutely
NOTHING.
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Speaker today was this American chap! His sermon was
about the woman who broke the expensive jar of perfume over jesus’ feet.
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After service, Pastor Chris extended an invitation for
peoples to join him and the speaker for lunch @ Rasa Malaysia ,
but awful mother wouldn’t lemme go. >< Just a loo trip for me, then,
before coming back home where dad took back the driver’s seat and took us to
Sunnybank Plaza for lunch.
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Having not had any chips this week yet, I asked for
some. Dad had some kinda angry whopper meal from Hungry jacks; he got me a
cheeseburger (I like the ones from Maccas better coz they don’t come with
mustard).
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Back home, I used the loo once then walked myself
slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Toms: think I’ve got MSG?
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Definitely have an appointment to see uncle Tom the
Chinese herbalist in the late morning and an early arvo torture session with
Vincent the physio before Kim comes to mind me between 4pm and 6pm. Fingers
crossed I can get another hour’s worth of blissful reading in! so hopefully
bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!
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Cheers,
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Em. ^^
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