Good evening! Firstly, today I’ve hard @ work plodding 2657
steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Choose Christ’ but thirdly and way most
importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-EIGHT
MINUTESonline when I get back from the cinema!!! Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 6th awesome consecutive sleep last night!
Nature didn’t call until 8:05am
(equalling my record this year for my latest great sleep; personally I reckon I
could’ve passed that today, had it not been for horrid PIG mum not allowing me
to finish the Lumosity games before gleefully booting me off to bed.) ><
*sigh* Anyways, once dad came to kiss me goodbye, Daddy Bear and I returned
straight to sleep, coz I guessed PIG mum who come order me up just after 9am
and I wanted to use the pot :P once more first!
- Actually, PIG mum didn’t come help me get a bra on until
like 10am , coz she’d overslept. XD As
usual, though, I gave myself fifteen more minutes before getting myself mostly
independently kitted. I also started a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum came back to help me with Elf’s AFO and my laces.
I managed to get outta shoelace tying practice cozi was busting and she’d for
some reason taken the commode chair outta the room! She only lemme outta
practising when I told her I’d surely practise with someone this arvo.
- I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for two
tinkles, also continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking
him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important
to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one small bowl of plain porridge with one
slice of drey (unbuttered) toast. Zero thanks toawful PIG mum who gleefully
forces poo Ela to hold onto the toast before ordering Era to tear it, but I don’t
really mind coz (1) I’m seated and can fully concentrate and (2) Era keeps her
promise to Ela by combining with the spoon to tear the ripped chunks into
bite-sized, more manageable pieces. Over breakfast, I also finish my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the 4WD, and she tootles me out to the Warrigal Square
Woolies to buy groceries.
- After that, our second stop’s @ Warrigal Plaza IGA for
more groceries.
- Just quickly, now: saw Aunty Lien to buy a pork salad
roll, then Aunty Deana came to mind me from 12:30pm till 3:30pm. Darani did the
same from 4pm till 6pm , then I went to see the newest Ice Age
movie with the parents! :D
- Tonight’s ice cream night and toms should be my
fortnightly Garbo shopping trip, but AWFUL PIG mum still won’t lemme go!!!
>< Meeting Pastor Grace, Aunty Florry and lil Naomi for lunch, though~
Anyways, hope everyone’s having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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