Monday Post 304c

Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Monday now stands @ only 648 but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed FIVE MINUTES online after I get back home this arvo!! Righteo, continuing today's events?

• Not only did I enjoy my third awesome consecutive sleep last night, 'twas my best for 2020 so far coz I didn't wake to use the pot :P until 8:25am, when dearest dad came to kiss me bye before leaving for work!
• Sleep didn't return before PIG mum began her daily A-THUMPING around upstairs; soon, she'd let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the crop top (blasted hydro ><) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes. Whilst doing so, I also spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• PIG mum comes back to help with honestly nothing bar Elf's AFO straps (remember, she seriously only helps with the straps; I'm the one doing the leg lifting, holding leg in place while she positions AFO under leg, placing leg down into brace and bending knee to allow ankle to fall into the bottom of the brace) and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Now @ 1:48pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:40. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), one full mug of water and all my usual drugs :P Over breakfast  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^