Wednesday, February 12, 2020

Thursday Post 314

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 933 steps today (but promise I'll have cracked 1000 before the day's out) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Let Them Go (1)' but thirdly and way most importantly I'm still owed THIRTY-NINE MINUTES online tonight after I get home from book club!! Anyways, events for today?
  • Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:50am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell straight back asleep because Deb was supposed to come help me up @ 8am!
  • Like clockwork, nature calls again one hour later; I then spend the ten minutes till 8am  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Since it's raining I didn't expect Deb to arrive promptly; instead, I start counting down fifteen more minutes, hoping she would arrive sometime during the counting.
  • At 4:51pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:17. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Now @ 5pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:44. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually I further promise not to play again until toms because for my first game I already lasted 7:13!
  • When Deb hasn't appeared by 8:15am PIG mum passes me the phone and I ring CODA. Accidentally I ring the office first but it's not open till 9am! Luckily I remember the on-call number. Someone suffering from morning sickness (Claire?) answers and says she'll get back to me.
  • While waiting for her call back I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Finally Claire rings back and says Kim's coming @ 9am! PIG mum offers to help me up but I say no thanks coz Ela wants a break from having to hold the toothbrush. XD
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^
     

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